30/05/2011

都有好几天没写逋客了。。。。
这几天都很忙。。。
忙于功课，project,asignment.....挺好的，至少有东西能让我消耗时间。。。。不必想些有的没得。。。。。功课都还跟得上。。。。不过之后就不懂跟到没有了。。。尽量吧。。。。。。刚才放学时很鱼皮下咯。。。。
在巴士遇到同班的同学。。。。。就跟她打招呼咯。。。。。。怎知道她不理我@@然后我就跟朋友聊说她不理我-。-她尽然在巴士大声说因为你样衰-。-不过也无所谓咯~反正我不在乎~~她时有那点点样貌。。。。不过也不用那么串吧-。-我们将同班2~4年也。。。。。。随便。。。也许是不熟的关系吧。。。。。。也不能怪她@@
班上呢，我想有80%的人都认识我了。。。。而卧也大概认识完75%的人了。。。。。还算不错的。。。。。我挺善于交友XD.......
我也不懂班上的人会不会讨厌我的幼稚，废材话题。。。叽喳吵闹。。。。反正这就是我。。。。喜不喜欢你们都要跟我同班2~4年！XDDD接受现实吧！




现在月尾了。。。
在kl就将一个月了，早上和下午时间就是过得那么快。。。。。到了晚上。。。。。时间几乎就如停顿。。。
晚上时地球停止自转了吗？夜深时我想人们都在睡觉。。。。而我。。。就找东西做。。。。打机。。。。到累到自动关眼睛踩去睡。。。。。。我尽管在让自己忙于做东西而不乱想东西。。。我实在不能想到你！我的心会很酸。。。很痛！只好用尽方法麻醉自己。。。。好让自己累到自动睡而不会乱想。。。。


某人，谢谢你成为了我的朋友。。。。。很感激你。。。。对人而言。。。你是位很好的朋友。。。。尤其是对于你的好朋友。。。。我很感激着1年来。。。你带给我的记忆，回忆，教训。。。等等的。。。我想我的blog也只有你一人会来看。。。看看我的状况。。。。。也许是你follo了我。。。当我update你的blog也会显示。。。所以你顺便来看看。。。。不过还是很谢谢你。。。。你是我最好的读者=]虽然经常吵架。。。paiseh...我也不懂怎么说下去了。。。。总之谢谢你


某人，也顺便来句对不起。。。。。之前也许是我拿东西来吵。。。。你说的也有道理。。。但也不完全对完。。。。。我也有错。。。。。某些地方是我不讲理。。。。。但我不完全错完。。。有些东西我说的我依然坚持。。。。。

今天，新朋友都说我很叽喳。。。还没认识他们。。。根本还是陌生人时都可以和他们聊不停。。。口开不停的。。。。以前得同学，朋友也如此说过。。。。。其实这就是我啦。。。。我很爱玩。。。很叽喳。。。。很38.。。很吵闹。。。。。但我认真时，还是很认真的！朋友们都看到。。。。不过，某人。。。就是你没机会看到。。。。。。。。不知为什么。。。。在你面前我永远blur blur的。。。。。。。话不多，也耍不到我平时的幽默和傻气，废气等等。。。。。我带给别人高兴，笑容。。。就是带不了给你。。。。给你的永远只有烦恼和生气。。。。这点我必须道歉。。。真的对不起哦

你最近也挺多烦恼的。。。我也不多说。。。。反正帮不到你。。。而你也认为我永远只会说。。。做不到。。。。就如你所说的，反正我就是给不到人信心。



待续。。。。。。。。。。

25/05/2011

在kl快一个月了。。。
该习惯的都习惯了。。。。但总是有些东西还不习惯的。。。
这几天都忙于功课~
我发觉我变勤劳了-。-
我既然会做功课~上课听书~
晚上会复习-。-
omg~我是不是sot鸟><


爱睡的我最近也睡少了。。。。
我尽然会每天睡不着。。。。
近一个星期每天睡不到4个小时~~
我真的快sot 了-。-

在我烦这个月的钱要用完了时~我下个月的零用钱刚好到了~XDDD
不过要开始省钱了><

my own quote~


when you are facing problem with your friends....it might be his or her problem or might be your own problem......but if many friends are getting problem with you,surely thats will be not their problem but your own problem =]

23/05/2011

gud morning =]
3 am ++
im doing waD?
nw updating my blog luh~
juz nw watching clannad~
i rewatch agn XD
watch hw mani times....oso the same
cry die me~cos it was really touching! i love this anime
key~! eu r the best!

after watching anime~thn i sitting infront of windows....looking for the sky~
kl's sky hav no star
SAD TT
and im thinking alot of think


evrythings is my wrong
eu r rite....
im agree with wad eu say............
i think i talk wad oso useless.....
so better juz silent.............
as i say...im lebih 1 in this world

22/05/2011

今日整天呆在家。。。。睡到下午2点多才起床
很累。。。真的很累。。。。一天比一天累。。。。。
真想长睡不起。。。。。。。。。。

哎~人生如此？我算是白活。。。。事事无成。。。。由于懒惰学业失败。。。。。感情放错。。。。认识错朋友。。。。错信朋友。。。爱情更糟。。。你当人宝人当你草。。。。你死你事。。。。。。。关心当狗肺。。。。也罢


说真的啦，你几时对我好？朋友？你几时关心过我？我认识你我喜欢你我爱你我追你是我的错吗？就算不是情侣你有把我当朋友看待吗？无事不找我。。。闷才来找我？着就是朋友。。。。很现实的。。。。
对我好？除了刚认识，几时有过？之后一直来都那么冷淡。。。

我不信你？我很信你。。。。是你不信我。。。不是吗？问问自己吧。。。你还记不记得你说过多少次你不信我？对我没信心？看死你不记得。。。。你说过的。。。我都记得？我说过的。。。有哪句你记得？朋友？哈哈哈哈哈。。。。朋友啊！



这些年~一个人。。。风也过。。。雨也走。。。有过泪。。。有过错。。。。还记得坚持什么？真爱过。。。才会懂。。。会寂寞。。。。。会回首。。。总有梦总有你。。。在心中。。。。。朋友一生一起走。。。那些日子不再有。。。一句话。。。一辈子。。。一生情。。朋友1不曾孤单过。。。一生朋友你会懂。。。还有伤还有痛还要走，还有我。。。。。

什么是清者？什么是罪人？你分得清吗？
一直以来。。。什么都是我的错。。。。你难道不会想想。。。。。你没有错吗？什么都是你对的？如果那样。。。就是我无理取闹咯？好吧。。。。我无理取闹。。。。没事找事做。。。。得空找山拜？哈哈哈！全世界都对。。。。就只有我错！

21/05/2011

凌晨2点多。。。。
我。。。还没睡。。哎。。。
21号了。。。。听说今天是世界末日。。。
看样子。。。。又是假的。。。。我一直期待着。。。。
因为世界还没末日。。。。我的心境已经末日。。。。。。
我已经不懂我是为什么生存了。。。。。。
死？我蛮想。。。。但我可不会寻死啦。。。。。


对的事我不怕说。。。
你从来也不在乎我的感受
那是事实
铁一般的事实。。。。尽管。。。你怎么否认
说些有的没得
你还是偏心。。。
你自己问你自己？不是吗？

不要说时间问题啦。。。。。早午晚凌晨，半夜我都试过了。。。。不要拿时间做借口。。。。。
事实是当时你时醒的。。。。。。。。。
这点你比任何人清楚。。。。你说是我错觉也好？我想太多也好？算了吧。。。。。如果是我错。。。我道歉。。。我该死的。。。。但问心的。。。真的是我错吗？





本blog纯粹发表个人意见，发泄感情
看不爽着烂死gat路
谢谢

20/05/2011

~~ytd cant slp~
but lastly i fall in slp oso about at 6 o clock~
its was tooo tired~
i having insomia coz thinking too much .........today me slp le whole day~almost 5/ 6 oclock onli wake up~
house finaly gt gas~today i cook luh~~
but tooo long time din cook rice-.- the rice i cook till like bubur coz put too much water~~~
hang still eat them all-.-难为他了。。。
today rain agn kl here~feeeeling so cold>< make me feeling wanna to slp agn~~
today is 20th of may....wan to tel3l a gal~520! i love eu <3

19/5/2011

pls allowed me to use my broken english which will oso mixed up with others languages><
2011 d..........seeem like im left my blog for more than half year d..........
last post is about before spm..........suddenly cant slp at nitex.....
spm?
secondary skul life?
all juz like a dream.............
nw im start my new life in college d.......
im nt at kuantan anymore....
studying at kl tarc.........after 2 and half years diploma....mayb go on for advance diploma for 1 and half years again....then after that will i go back my home town,kuantan to work?or i will continue mylife in kl? i cant sure about it rite nw...
i had been 2 weeeks at kl.....evrythings still okay rite i hav to becum independent at here...
i had to do all the things myself....no more grandfa's help.....no more dad and mummy around...........im moving to a new surroundings.......im still nt use to been here...
im missing my secondary skull life......nw im forced to away from my old frends....evry1 gt their own journey....ntg we can do with this....im missing ktn....i missing all m y friends....missing my hometown....my bed...my family.....mayb we call this home sick....


juz simply go though my life a here nw....
nearby me d car4 and jusco and the shopping mall wangsa mall all i os in to go hav a look d....the 1st day reach kl was vry busy......early in the morning my car was crowded with all the things which my mum ask to bring go-.- until no slot for passengers~so geng leh! after reach my new home,start to do cleaning....then go jusco gai gai~that was my 1st new day at kl~



second day,my dad and mom going bek ktn d....
i gt to say that im fREE d =Pshe bring 2 of her fren frm cenderawasih geh oso.......well......nw we quite frenly d oso d.....juz thy always zat me and praise hang jie..................nvm....is okay while i still can sabar~



1st room d house mate is the 1 same secondary skull with me d.........

can slp at mid nite....no ppl ngam me....hapi rite?but sumtime feel lonely....like nw....feeling no mood until cant slp.......thn im typing infront my com....updating this blog =]

there is one more reason that im nt slping.....im missing a gal in kuantan....she is the 1 i love.......almost 1 years......but ...aiks...seem like im chanceless.....is okay.....nvm..............i wnt giveup coz im loving her and i wan be the 1 who giving
her hapiness!wow~talk onli lar.....oso nid c she let me do it or nt ><

19/05/2011 3.xx am....i noe that she was waken......im tring to fon her....juz wanna listen her voice.....but she reject my call..........nvm i understanding 1 thg here......her ex still gt a slot in her heart.....but me not even outside her heart......she never accept my call.....but she always waiting his call and sket to miss it.........im moody before calling her...after that,by now? im feeling....a vry deeep sour feeling....juz like pour some lemon jus and salt on eur injuries......wad the feel? try feel bah guys.....quite nice d!!!!!!

fine fine fine....wad to do...cant blame any 1 except self.............. tears cuming dwn....who noe my lonely? inside a dark room with laptop open...roommate slp d.... and tears falling down!useless man lar me!



jiahui!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eu ah!!!!!!!!!!!! i ah!!!!! wan tell eu a!!!!!!!!!! i LOVEEEEEEEE <3<3<3<3<3<3<3 eu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!










i missssssssssssssssssssss eu so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!arHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!









dnt talk this d....
change topic....
funny things about that day wanna go time square............



1st time wan go time square with lrt.........with friends....1 is duno hw go another 1 never cum kl but nw stay with me@@
we buy the ticket and wan heading inside wait lrt....nw problem cum@@


the is a block machine.....we nid to put the card inside the machine onli can pass through.....before we noe that is the steps to pass through,we at there do experiment on the ticket-.- we c ppl put on it then call pass through....thn we learn-.- ehhh why they can we canot..........sure la...thy use touch and go card we use lrt ticket-.-

then we saw anothers put the card in and go
...thn we learn.....this time more funny~we too ganchiong din c dao arrow~then we go through the X there~which mean that machine is for ppl cum out nt go in~but dont care lar>< 1st time mar~those ppl keep use strange eyeview to look at us -.-omG yu pei sia!


after tat we sucessfully go time square~after go time square we heading to sri petaling pasar malam to eat chao tau fu xDDD reali busuk but nice =D



what im going to telling next neh@@?

my college life.....
vry fast....i can mixed my self in and join into the new society.....vry fast i 主动go kenal those who same course with me at skull~i hav make 7 new friends~gt 3 nw oready quite brother le d =D ...then okay lar~ntg can worried d~except thursday....the days between mondays to fridays i oso gt course~nw im starting with my busy life.....busy with rvs~busy with my tutorial(homework)acounting and economic is the 2 new subject for me~overall economics i stll can catch up....but accounting im quite confusing....but i gt my helps from frends luckily~i will be hardworing nw~no more lazy XJ like secondary skulll.......secondary skull i never rvs or done homework....but nw i done it evrydays...........



i think nw juz this all from me? c ya nxt time