11/06/2011

~~firstly~~
happY birthday to my bro!hon man!
^^
1st time celebrate wib eu~
coz we juz noe each other XD
ytd plan wib classes to gib eu a supprise~
we buyed cakes and curi curi wait eu at college~XD supprise rite!?
after that i more supprise and get shocked-.-
started all say share ~after that say exp dunwan share-.-
WALAO EH~~~nvm nvm~~1st time~hapi jiu can d~
coz sum of them gt pay me oso ~~
the case end here

yesterday i langsung din slp dao~~XD
pro leh???
ahahahah><
y i dont slp?
chase anime lor><
yet jh,eu long time no say gud nitex wib me XDDD hw i slp ?><
telll eu harrr~~my mind is always thinking of eu/.\
act i wan fon eu......but sket happen case like last time....
im sket d.......
i hav no confident nw/.\


hmmmmm~act i quite lazy to update my blog lor><
but sum1 ask me update~~~jh hooooorRRRR?XDDDD

today once i go home then slp until nw onli wake><~~reali tired wad~~~


talk bek ytd@@
folio finally done~

thx for brothers help~~teamwork to done it =]
college life still ok wad =]
i hav new friends~
new surrounding~~

but,im still me=]
i dint changed~
and~my old friends~im missing eu guys.....5S3~i try to make my class nw like last time....
i found it was imposible without eu guys.........


until nw~smktp S3 still the best =]



ohhh yar~
almost forget!
jh~congrat eu pass undang! XD

eu remember wad eu promise me haR!
be hapi forever! ^^

02/06/2011

tired of life......love makes ppl tired....hate makes ppl tired...
why love doesn't bring hopes to me?
why chances never come to me?
or mayb i shall not have love?yeah...i shall not deal with love
juz being suffer
love= business......
not 100% success rate......
have the risk to get failed....

why everyone is happy?
why ?
why i have no hapiness?
why the hell i should always act and makes fool.talk alot of nerd things to makes ppl surround me laugh...why should i makes them happy ?
i scaredto being lonely...
i hate it
i miss my home......those friends i making nw,are they my real friends?
should i trust them?
i had been hurt deeply last time.....
i have a stupid idea before.....
wanna to be cool and quite and have no friends.....
thinking to be like that before.....
mayb will be better?
i duno.....

1years ago....after deeply hurt....i say to myself...that i wont love anyone oready....even all my password i put lovenoone(love no one)to remind myself.....
why ....
why should we meet?
and get known wib eu...
be friend with eu
and then....falling for eu again....
i break my promise....


tears....non stop falling at this time....
i feel vry san fu a!!!!
evrydays hav to wait until midnite...after room mate slp onli can cry ......curi curi cry.....looking at the sky
i must be going crazy one day

i realy tired d.........

i hate myself being like this....
yeah...
i hate eu
i freaking hate eu! chen xiang jin!


GoD!!! help me pls....! im feeling vry suffer!
my heart.....so pain.....wad can i do for stoppoing the pain??!
do wad i do last time?
bang the wall?
mayb....punch,hand hurts,better than heart pain.......T_T